Straight from Nya

Jom kita cita pasal solat, well obviously solat itu amatlah sukar kecuali bg mereka yg khusyu'.

Being a bad muslim in my past, i always hav an excuse like why n why i cant perform solat to myself nor my dad. Sho stupid reason such as "rasa kotor", baju kotor, xnak share telekung at mussola, surau kotorlah, busuklah and etc...until ive been tested a BIG time from Him. Ive religiously start to perfom solat, solat mlm, start jejakkan kaki ke masjid (like historical kan huhu) imagine the last time im praying at masjid was during my schooling time tupun time terawikh je but then i still refuse using wakaf telekung hehe (for hyigene ka? watever crap reason from me)

Its all started after my holy trip, im purposely planning to celebrate eid dul fitri in Mecca last year, i just wana maximize the keberkatan Ramadhan di sacred place, was hoping to hit the lailatul qada in Mecca is my biggest dream ever as i wish our dear Allah will fulfill my "soo many" wish ni huhu. At first my dad disagree with the idea, and scolding me for this extra spending (for your info the umrah fees at end ramadhan with raya can cost at least additional 2k compare tu normal period). At that time i was like; trying my very best to persuade him, "pa, pls let me go as tis is wat i want, ayu just nk keberkatan, more afdal, more etc etc at the correct moment, i want to hit the lailatul qada there bla bla bla..lagipun tis money ayu dh niat for my umrah" (this money referring to sum of money tat already put aside from my saving for this purpose). I guess my dad became cair n said yes! (igt keberkatan dari restu parents itu sgt penting! Chup ini pesanan utk diri sendiri yg slalu alpa huhu).

So then my life changed; 360 degrees, physically, mentally all lah. In Mecca peoples including me used to pray in everywhere, u named it, ats tar yg panas, beside tong sampah, simen panas, himpit himpit, sesak sesak between armpit, atas tangga, midland staircase, roof top while birds nicely landing beside u when u ruqu, noboday cares, nobody bothers but lovingly prayed for the name of Him! Such a peaceful feeling that u cant buy, the experience u must try. But its all worth as when im back from the trip, im no longer being vain and freaking solat concious! like yay coz after tat i can pray anywhere using any cloth as long as covering my aurat!




Tis pic taken in spore yesterday at 8.03pm somewhere beside mrt station between walkway n longkang, beralaskan sapu tangan tis man fulfill a duty as hamba Allah, air mata sy menitis while passing by him, the memory in Al-haram start flashing back, mulianya dan indahnya Islam ya Allah~semoga tuhan menetapkan imanku dan iman kalian semua...amin

Rindu di sana :(

Kesimpulanya: yay nay! No excuse for not performing solat, Islam itu mudah, ada qasar ada jamak, (jamak n qasar tak sama!!! Sila rujuk ustaz apa beza? Bile bole jamak? Bile bole qasar? Jgn men sebarang je!) tepuk dada tanya imanmu wahai cik ayu!


Ikhlas,
Yg sentiasa berdosa

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A little hope...for a Hero

He's the ONE, my Hero <3


Praise to Allah for fulfilling my wish...my blessed happy ending...

"I hope he’s a good listener. An understanding man. A man of fatherly virtues you have been talking about, those you couldn’t find in any man you know here or back home. A responsible man. A man who adores you. A man who loves your friends and treats them like his own. I remember you said you would judge a man based on how he treats your friends, and not your family. I remember telling you that that is odd, to give preference to friends over family. You said, one of God’s better gifts is the freedom to choose your best friends. Family, as much as you love them, you were born into them."

Here’s hoping to those who hasn’t. May you find yours, as I found mine.

Note: a romantic poem'tic sharing from a dearly blogger.

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Sebenarnya...

Sebenarnya hati ini cinta kepada Mu
Sebenarnya diri ini rindu kepada Mu
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa cinta masih tak hadir
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa rindu belum berbunga

Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau ku siram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta tak kan hadir
Namun rindu takkan ber bunga

Ku cuba menghulurkan
Sebuah hadiah kepada Mu
Tapi mungkin kerana isinya
Tidak sempurna tiada seri

Ku cuba menyiramnya
Agar tumbuh dan berbunga
Tapi mungkin kerana airnya
Tidak sesegar telaga kauthar

Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau ku siram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta tak kan hadir
Namun rindu tak akan berbunga
Jika tidak mengharap rahmat Mu
Jika tidak menagih simpati
Pada Mu ya Allah

Tuhan hadiahkanlah kasih Mu kepadaku
Tuhan kurniakanlah rinduku kepada Mu
Moga ku tahu
Syukur ku hanyalah milik Mu

Gambar hiasan; cute giloss budak ni ;) (beshnya kalau ade babyboy sekiut ini)


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