K.a.r.m.a

Today is Sunday and I’m stuck in office, too much work that need to be settle because methinks my workload is too much huhuu..ya ya mebbe my boss ingat that I’m kinda powerpuff girl ker, superwomen ker...come on lah the truth is because I’m single and no commitment yet hahaha so I can staying back late, working during weekends, public holidays and they wont caught me red handed on the phone gossip'ing, sms’ing’ during working hours, dreaming or no enthusiasm like knocking off on the dot or whatsoever (the secret of my increment twice a year.. don’t ya get jealous yer *especially my officemate*)

Life. It’s f*cking hard. There you go. Lovelorn is started swearing..hummm u noe it’s bad when I start that kan? Lets talk about karma..what is karma? Hidup ini umpama roda, tak selamanya kita akan berada di atas, sampai turn you akan turun bawah naik balik,..entahla.. mcm naik Singapore flyer or eyes of Malaysia kut? (chup saya tak pernah naik pon..hihi)..Kadangkala syaitan berbisik pada hati yang kotor ini sehingga terlintas di hati;

Soalan syaitan 1
“Napelah my life tak sesempurna org lain..mengapa mereka mereka life nyer so smooth..lepas universiti terus dapat kerja then kawin dapat anak, ada suami, hidup pun lengkap, hati mesti bahagia kan?? Bak lagu Gita Gutawa; Sempurna (bestnye lagu ni suka bangat)

Soalan syaitan 2
“Whylah my life so tak sempurna? Is it karma? Adakah ini balasan Allah pada keturunanku, kenapalah hati aku ini hancur lebur mungkinkah ini balasan; my papa tok married for 14 times and the shortest period is 1 week; tak dapat bayangkan betapa hancurnya hati perempuan yg dikahwininya hanya selama seminggu” *sigh* that’s the reason why I’m redha, never blaming and just want to share this heartache.

So dear my little brother or any guys out there, if you ever read this; listen to me “please behave and don’t you ever hurt any women heart coz we women are fragile and do remember you have mother, unmarried sisters, they are women so please please please jaga diri hiasi peribadi because you know what karma is bitch!” (marilah kita saling ingat mengingati)

Bukan nak mengeluh atau tak bersyukur (Ya Allah, I’m grateful for what and who I am today - Amen) bak kata Liz, “Tuhan uji kita dalam bermacam macam dugaan hidup..” dan ingatlah Allah menguji manusia mengikut kemampuan manusia itu sendiri..katakan saya mampu..yess!

pic of my datuk I used to call him 'papatok' ; Mr.Yusoff Bakti bin Dato'Kaya Bakti